~*stupid

"Stupid" - SARAH McLACHLAN

Night lift up the shades
let in the brilliant light of morning
but steady there now
for I am weak and starving for mercy
sleep has left me alone
to carry the weight of unravelling where we went wrong
it's all I can do to hang on
to keep me from falling
into old familiar shoes
***
how stupid could I be
a simpleton could see
that you're no good for me
but you're the only one I see
***
love has made me a fool
it set me on fire and watched as I floundered
unable to speak
except to cry out and wait for your answer
but you come around in your time
speaking of fabulous places
create an oasis
dries up as soon as you're gone
you leave me here burning
in this desert without you
***
everything changes
everything falls apart
can't stop to feel myself losing control
but deep in my senses I know

~*I would like to believe that I am not the only one who relates to these words.I would like to think that anyone, at one time or another, has been in this similar... pickle?

Anyways, this is not a blog about being duped or what not, I was just listening to the album last night.I've always loved this song, and I've always prefered female vocalist. I don't know why. Female voices are more pleasing to my ears, I guess. No I am not gay.
I've also notice that there are quite a few really good ballads - by female artists, out there lately, with substance, not just the normal love/hump/booty staples. One in particular, Christina's new one. Goosebumps everytime i hear it. Pink's new album's also hella good :) go get it, and let me know.

Met up with the box people yersterday, sans the chindian, who got a piece of my mind - playfully la - afterwards. Had fun revisiting the place or mall we called home for 7 days. Brought back hella good memories, makes us all warmth and fuzzy :p And the most hilarious part was, We are now in one of the brochures at this spa that chindian boy and I went to - as promo thingy. Our pics and my MIX blog was there :p apparently they really like my crap. Hehe... ah well...