~*because i got high....

Tuesday, April 29, 2008

~*blossoms to the knives... arrr.....

Ah… I thought it was time to update a little bit. Would have updated earlier but, you know… busy busy. Let’s see, the ear episode since my last update is not over yet. Just went for another course of meds yesterday, the next one will be on this Saturday. Apart from the periodic visit to the medical centre for meds, the ears are doing fine I’ll say, but I am currently waiting to have 2 minor ops scheduled for next Tuesday. Was a bit annoyed and stoned when the doctor advice me on the 1st op, but the 2nd one was more a bit more disturbing. I was already out of his office and still contemplating about the 1st tiny ops when he asked me back into his office and show me the very canggih video recording of the insides of my nose taken earlier and told me that judging from the images, I should get the nose thing done as well. Dang...

So, ok, Op 1 is to remove this tiny lump-ish thing behind my ear, something called sebaceous cyst. Sounds scary? Nah… just some blocked gland/follicle thingy.
Op2 is a little procedure called septoplasty to rectify my rhinitis/sinus wtv problems, and hopefully make me much healthier after this – I just found out that nasal illnesses can cause so many symptoms that we don’t even realize is related to it. Now I know la…

Anyways, am I nervous? Sure, but also really looking forward to getting over with it, cos it’s all I think about right now. Annoying. Ouh, if you are reading this Mr T, the screwed up expression you got when you were asking how I was yesterday was totally because of this... hehe... sorry.

Hmmm... tiny ops like that… won’t die one ler hor??? Hehe... wish me luck!

Friday, April 18, 2008

~*the Princess rocks!

Yup, the princess aka Dandelion rocks! and this entry is dedicated to thanking her for her help yesterday. As indicated in my last "piece", my dizziness was at a pretty bad level. I was almost blacking out at any movement, but I still have to go to the doctors before it got even worse. Getting to my car alone was a big issue. Sitting down I was still able to maintain some stability, getting up and walking was a different story.
Not only was my balance off, mental and emotions were off as well. It wasn't painful but it was a suffer, everything seems to be swirling at the slightest move, I was nauseous and to make it worse I just felt like crying.

Thanks to Princess D, I got to my car safely. I learn how to trust another person with my life while crossing the busy KL street, since I had to focus my vision on one direction lest I black out in the middle of the street.

So anyways, thanks again babe... :) coffee on me!

Thursday, April 17, 2008

~*this is major... to quote da Posh...

I stand corrected. Definitely not seeing the Suresh tonight. The buzz in one ear has spread to the other and I am extremely dizzy now. I am worried how I am going to make it to my car. Wish me luck...

~*hear no evil...

Had a bout of allergic rhinitis (ENT type allergy ler…) last week. Went to the doctor’s, took some antibiotics and started on the spray again.
The nose has been pretty ok since, but guess what; the ears are acting up now.

It itches, it hurts (my ears are clean, ok.) and I can’t really be scratching them cos the skin in your ears are real delicate. Good thing is that the itch comes and goes intermittently (dunno what other word to use :p), but when it itches… IT ITCHES!

Seriously driving me mad… I know I am already almost there but gawd… it really is kinda horrible this itch thing, and to make it worse, there’s also some kind of stabby pain in the ears along with the itch right now. Scary. Must go to the doc’s again tomorrow, tonight, we have our beloved class with the Suresh. Damn.

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

~*the month after...

Whoa… time flies. Its been almost a month since I last updated, and was all bitchy and stuff. Well, I promise the bitchy level has drop to a significant low after the wedding (not mine, just in case…). Had quite a good time there. The chalets were grand. Me likey a lot. The wedding guests were made up of about 80% Irish, 1 Dutch, 1 American, a couple of Aussies who are not of Irish descend, and a handful of us Asian folks. We were the minority in our own country. At the end the 5 days, the sisters and I agreed that we’ve just had a dose of mat Salleh overload :p haha, and has definitely hit our "small talks with strangers" quota for the entire... year(???). We talked and we entertained, and pushed our normally “not so friendly with strangers” self and talked somemore. Man, were we exhausted by the end of it all. No, I am not racist. I would love to breed gorgeous little Eurasian kids, given a chance. So, yea...hehe...

From that trip, we’ve learnt that Irish are very nice people, that the mat sallehs loves talking, and they can talk the whole day and night, everyday. They can also drink the whole day and night, everyday. They also love showering those around them with multitude of praises, flattery,and more praises. You cannot pass by any of them without getting an *Oh, you look gorgeous/lovely…. etc. etc. * , which was REALLY nice of course (haha…) but after a while, being the cynical Asians that we are, the novelty of being told how “gorgeous/lovely” you look sure starts to wear off. It’s like Ok, I am gorgeous, I know, no need to keep saying it, enough already! (hahahahaha…. hahahaha….. hahahhahahha….) Actually, it was more like "Really? Me gorgeous? Really? Liars...." ... yea.

I wonder if that’s just what they say to people. It’s like, instead of a “How are you” following a “Hello”, maybe they've been programmed to say things like “Hello, you look gorgeous” instead? :p I said the bitchy level has drop to a significant low, I did not say it was gone. Hehe…

Seriously though, most of them are really nice. Parents of the groom are lovely (haha) people, so are a lot of his family members. We really felt accepted and embraced – quite literally as well, especially by the parents into that clan, even if it was only for a while. It was... lovely.

Ok, I will not be talking about the less pleasant (read: psychotic) stuff. The pre/during/post mortem sessions the sisters and I had during and after the trip has been sufficient. I don’t need to bitch about those anymore :) so yea… I kinda heart Langkawi now… congrats again to da happy couple that found true love in this time and age! Haha... madame cliche!